i have learned that i dont need so many people in my life. i need the people that has done something that changed my life, that has made me realize something. no matter how much they say they care, i know that its not going to work out so well. i learned that i can really only stay close family friends and people from church. because at least them, im positive that im going to see them again. i dont mean to sound harsh or whatever, but it never works out.