When I say I'm ugly. I’m serious. At times, don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a bit decent looking. But overall, I think I’m so unattractive. I’m not fishing for compliments. There are so many stunning girls, I can’t even compare. Whatever they do, whether it’s making silly faces, anything, they’re still pretty while doing it. I wish I was more appealing. Honestly.
its been like 2 weeks. yes i’m still mad at you for everything you said to me but that doesn’t mean i didn’t forgive you. you made me feel like i was a terrible person. i know that sometimes i can be a terrible person. but come on. i make mistakes. i know that. i hate that you turn the small things into a problem. i mean, does it mean that much to you that i have to tell you EVERYTHING that goes on in my life? we may be bestfriends but that’s not how its supposed to be ALL the time. i love you like a brother. you mean the world to me. you’ve always been there for me. and you said you’ll even transfer to my school when you start driving just so you can watch out for me. i want to be there for you too. and i try to understand your problems, but you make things so complicated that its hard for me to help you. i have told you so many things already. even stuff that i should have kept to myself. but you accused me of lying to you when i don’t even remember half our conversations so i honestly did not know what you were talking about. you kept telling me you didn’t want to talk to me anymore and how you cant trust me anymore. just because of that. for a bestfriend, you are pretty judgmental. i don’t like fighting like this. i really don’t. i’m sorry for whatever you said i did. i’m sorry.